Tendencies of Tendons

To believe in something is the driving force for the individual’s tendencies. Is it the tendencies that drive towards irrational decisions and tendons articulate those tendencies. The acts reoccur from not learning from previous experiences. If one retards their own growth, happiness will be further away to harness. Knowledge is hidden, but present in every scene. When you’re oblivious to the obvious knowledge is playing a trick on you. Your thoughts are overwhelming and your tendencies will translate into your actions. Past experiences from a previous life play an intricate part in those actions in a battle. Strategic locations should be mapped out, but even with a strategy, one is always forgetting the other half, the part that is very much important but easily forgotten. The opponent, the opponent that you want to be victorious over, whether it is love, a competition for a job, or even war, the opponent has a mind, has their won tendencies that do not fit right with yours! “Sound the battle horns! Positions hold! Ready! Aim! Fire!!!” You’re at war with one another, for not understanding where the other came from or the situation you’re dealt. When you fully believe in something, that belief should come true, faith is making the belief happen. But when that belief fades away, that was a fallacy. Did you truly believe in that fallacy or did your tendencies forecast your future with out living in the present? You’re not a fortune teller, this is not medieval times! Jump to conclusions, you might as well jump over board before that boat of happiness drifts away.

Hop scotch is for children, scotch is for adults. The play ground is where friendships develop but you can only play around for a few years, then you graduate to middle school. Slowly, but maturely the individual gains power to make their own relationships. Trial and error, humans become evil due to their tendencies over time. If that belief does not fit with your life, remind yourself that was a present belief, after you read this line it’s the past, a fallacy, the future is waiting. There is too much happiness to be sinking in that depression forced upon by another. The gravitation pull is strong but your tendons are made for you to be strong and push away, if that belief is not accepting. If that belief in something won’t come back to you, did that belief care about you in the first place?

To be nice is not a bad thing at all, but people mistake niceness and being mature all the time. In due time everyone should evolve their own maturity level or they’ll still be in the same boat of drifting happiness. Nice means you’re well rounded and caring, but cannot stand up for your own beliefs and people do not take you serious as an adult. Maturity comes with age and from experiences, preferably tragic experiences. But that is when the line from nice and maturity is drawn. The nice will be weak and take things too deep, the mature will accept whatever the outcomes is. Everyone talks about accepting people, but in reality that is one of the hardness things to do. Acceptance is hard because that is what every human is driven by, but if you aren’t open for acceptance, people will not be accepting towards you. Burn down those barriers that prohibit your ability to receive! Giving is healthy and happy, but without receiving others acceptance or love, you cannot grow and give back. The cycle of receiving and giving, one must never break that. Give and take, give and take, accept, act, give back, love. Acceptance is all that we can truly do, without accepting people because of their uniqueness, will hinder your ability to grow and finally accept love. Understand the situation, do not run away, for you will run away with out the knowledge and questions of your own ability and life will enact in your brain. The mature can walk away because they can see through the layers of fakeness that is to insignificant to the reality of life (people will not understand, oh well their own wrong doings). Do you really want to play the mental game or do you want to be active and find out the reasons why the mental game took over your ability to accept? The person who is mature accepts all is how real people act, not the coward of fakey fake people. You can still be nice but your fakeness can be shown through out time. When a mature person shows acts of kindness, that person is being real because one realizes what is ultimately important and what is not.

Pictures From the First Ever Someblazefree Exhibit

"Passion, Determination, Commitment."



"Dream Beauties: Michele, Jenna, Carly"


Stein, Myself, Elias, Misha

Embrace the Rain

Simply Embrace the Rain Folks..

Words By Danny Smykowski

Please Don't Become More Human

More human…more human they would be, self absorbed with, within themselves. More surface area, more room to occupy. Their extremities are attached to the central nervous system which transfers electric pulses through the spine to the brain! Acting as one, but counterparts tell their individual story. So there can be a person who grows full of themselves. I cannot even handle my own thin single self, more of myself I could not handle. My system would have an overload. Still, can the messages sent through our systems interact with the different types of cells? If cells are a living thing, ever growing, could communication break out?

“Huh hello, it’s Eddy the brain cell, can you let me through?”

“I need to see your Idea,” replies the vocal chord.

“Um, well you see I’m a brain cell, I make your movement. I create your voice, you’re just an instrument to me.”

“Well do I look like I’m a tailbone? I’ll just attach some dust and smoke, give you a sore throat ya asshole.”

This is a conversation that could happen. Two living creatures, plants, growing beings must communicate through something, some sort of simple dialectic talk must happen for the being to live, grow, or even interact with the surrounding life. Is the man in me really myself? My mind is thinking my hand is writing my thoughts. The arm is one with me. He is my friend. He always has my back. When one is all powerful, one can meet and greet when opportunity opens. The world is a dark place, but together we can bring hope to the other body parts.

With a rebirth, does learning have to begin all over again? Freshness brings mystic, wonder to the world. You forget yourself and just live. All those killings were necessary to gain power! The apple I ate gave me nutrients, whoa!? He gave me a gift. It’s just like killing a villain in a video game, you gain his power or magic ability. Strength is there, tame the strength and embrace.

More human than before, I hope not. If humans become anything, it will train itself to become a machine. Robot order, robot behavior. Dull and conveying to and from work in factories and offices, trained in numbers and useless sale tactics. Yeah, they’ll give you a whole lot of money but times change, inflation occurs because you put a price tag on gold, you’re wealthy. Once gold does not exist what is the next commodity to have value? Oil to start and fuel our machines, I never new a robot would operate another robot. So we need oil to survive because we forgot how to make a fire. Nice, so once gas runs out will water be the next commodity? Pollution and disease spread to the fresh water ports. Humans can contract disease just from sipping on “fresh” water. But they will be polluted and dirty! Afraid to drink the water, afraid of death, oh no! Um, it is refreshing to take a gulp of water on that warm sunny afternoon.

I forgot about those times. I don’t want to live here anymore. I liked the taste of water. Just like old times. How do I pass time? Watch a program program me? I am a steel robot! I am a program as well. Artificial intelligence! So that’s what they meant by programmed TV. You sit down to watch a program, only to be fed mindless realities these days that are supposed to be reality. Ah, they are training humans how to clone sheep but without genetic engineering. Brilliant! This explains the illiteracy rate. For sheep cannot think on their own, they just follow and eat where the grass grows. Eating grass and following the heard, that does not sound fun. But if a creator gives birth, gives life, is that individual a god?

Women. Women are goddesses. They are the vulnerable beauty. If god created the universe, a mother bares the child into the made universe, two gods coexist? No, how, wait, sir?! I drop to my knees and pray. I did not know a god. God hello!? I love you, do you love me back? I need your love, but maybe you’re just a creator not the business? You leave the business to me!! Wow, the business, passed down. But what is the business at large? Women know how to give life, they bare the horrors of the inevitable death. They have knowledge that needs to bring out the love. Men only know how to kill. “Oh, give me that piece of meat, I’m hungry with no starvation.” With no starvation there should be no hunger. Self absorbed in the taste of delicious meat. Can’t you taste the blood on your gums? Only knowing how to kill should be a miserable life. No thanks, I’ll be a creator, I’ll be the show stoppa’. Please, death is not a game I would like to play with. Cheating at it is even scarier! I gotta’ be lovin’ my women not craving her beauty. I have a big appetite but I don’t need to eat spoiled meat. No I would rather kiss thy, than eat thigh. Fire works!? Watch out! This place is in smoke! It was pretty loud, very random. I would set off a bunch of fire works at any moment. Women are beauty, please do not be more human. I don’t like programmed chicks nor the spunk of viruses! Either way I’m not going to end my life over you.

I like these characters.

King and Queen!?

Beware the Bear...Album Art Work

http://www.myspace.com/bewarethebearmusic

Yo Check out my friends band, Beware the Bear. They are just evil sounding. The King and Queen will be touring with them over the summer on a North East Tour. Just check both bands out, they will blow your mind with some creativity, freshness, and mind explosions. Either way i enjoy making art for both bands and just being apart of something grand.

Thank You Buffalo State for being Irresponsible

This is an Email i got from Buffalo State College today...not to happy with the college.

    On April 11, 2008, Buffalo State was informed that a
laptop containing about 16,000 Buffalo State current and
former  students' private information had been stolen. The
laptop was owned by  a consultant from SunGard, the company
that provides Banner�,  the records system used at Buffalo
State.  Buffalo State will be working closely with SunGard
to determine  which students were affected and what
information was included about  them.
As soon as we can make these determinations we will notify
each student individually by mail. If you do not receive a
letter, you have not been affected. 
The safety of student information is paramount to Buffalo
State and SUNY. As SunGard�s largest client, SUNY is
committed to negotiating  appropriate action and resolution
on behalf of its students. We expect SunGard  to provide
services for affected students such as a hotline, fraud
alert  notification services, and credit monitoring. SunGard
has a Web site in place  where they will be posting
information at http://www.sungardhe.com/laptoptheft. We will make
information  available as soon as possible at
http://www.buffalostate.edu/privatedata. 
Buffalo State is encouraging students to monitor their
financial records. The Federal Trade Commission provides
the following Web sites for consumers who suspect identity
theft:
           
http://www.ftc.gov/bcp/edu/pubs/consumer/idtheft/idt04.shtm
           
http://www.ftc.gov/bcp/edu/microsites/idtheft/consumers/index.html
Buffalo State has contracted with SunGard for consulting
services for the Banner student information systems
implementation project since  June 2006.

We understand the anxiety and  frustration that this event
means for our community. We will work as quickly as
possible to inform students impacted by this situation.
Sincerely,
 Voldemar Innus
Vice President and CIO
Information  Services and Systems
Buffalo State College

Wow. i hope someone takes my identity because i am already having trouble finding out what i'll become. Now if someone has all my information, transcripts and financial Aid numbers, i am just wondering who is the idiot that let this happen. The information should not be stored on laptop first of all, it should be stored on a huge server where all the information of the students wouldn't be vulnerable for being misplaced. This shows that many people are careless and not responsible. If the human Ipod (a future story) could become Sir Robear i would be appalled. if anyone knew how much money i made or my grades i will be furious. Either way this should have never happen. the person should have had the laptop safely by his side at all times or in a locked office. It also shows how pathetic humans can be from time to time. "Whoa dude, a laptop" i can sell this for 500 dollars, if that...material possessions make people become jealous of what they don't have. take this example, i spent some time on the East side of Buffalo, it is pretty much the poorest community i've ever been in. African Americans would tell me that i should never walk around with an Ipod or brand new sneakers, because in their culture an innocent by stander or passing stranger could get murdered for their material possessions. it is a sick thought to even comprehend but when a culture hits rock bottom and is very poor, the littlest things like a brand new pair of Air Jordans could end up putting a target on your head. That is not worth dying for. i rather have the ocean come take me out, not some low life that will kill me because what i had an extra 75 dollars to buy a decent pair of shoes.people judge each other by material wealth. So i hope Buffalo State works this little "thief" out, if not who knows what could happen. It all comes down to a person putting a little more effort towards their job. because whoever this goof is, who was responsible for letting the laptop with 16,000 students information stolen, he has 16,000 angry people head hunting for him right now.